so this is what i think. i am overwhelmed at how blessed i am. by my surroundings i am in - by the people that in my life - by the challenges i have. i don't deserve any of it and i am humbled by it.

9 weeks left in the bahamas. i don't talk about it out loud yet. my friend ellen once said that saying something out loud makes it a little more real. i don't want 9 weeks left to be real yet.

there is going to be a little less joy in the bahamas come thursday.