my cell phone broke and the one i was using to replace it isn't work out. i feel like have not talked to so many of you and i am so sorry. i can't be reached by cell phone anymore and my house line is the only way to reach me. im sorry for all the phone calls that i have not returned and how frustating it is - trust me it's on this end too. renee - i have been listening to david gray's new one all morning and thinking of you -oh boy is he good. jill - i have been calling lgyc but you are a busy girly girl. amy - two text messages that all we have had and i think of you every time i walk into starbucks. paul - im a jerk and we never got together - how about you just come by for fun no car trips. ellen - we got the teen camp cd - i would like to see my rock star friend....possible? mellissa - quit sleeping and get over here. k -love...carrera christmas 2005 was a success. every night i get an itching for felicity...hmm. chadwick im glad that we got to watch one bears game together even if i did get major stomach grossness from toots. AND where the heck is justin. hannah am i ever going to see you? i missed you all so much even those i didn't mention and hopefully will be able to see you.